It’s been…

It’s been three months since the pandemic blew up worldwide.

It’s been three months since I went back to see my folks.

It’s been one month of work-from-home arrangements.

It’s been one month since I received the news that I got my masters.

It’s been three weeks that I’ve been feeling doubts over my own abilities.

It’s been two weeks of a feeling that all of my efforts are pointless. No, worse, actively slowing everyone down.

It’s been two weeks of being addicted to chess games.

It’s been a week of me wishing to just lie down and starve to death.

It’s been a day of me thinking about my place in life.

It’s been an hour since I uninstall the chess app.

It’s been an hour since I decided to chug on.

It’ll be day 1 of me picking myself up again.